well I got the all clear to carry on TTC when I went for my coloscopy and good news is its all healing well I have also booked an appointment for tomorrow afternoon with my GP to see what my next step is - I went to see her about 8 months ago as we had been off the pill for about 18 months with nothing!!! then i have been having my abnormal cells dealt with - now that we are back on track thought I better get in the system then if anything else is wrong we can find out sooner rather than later.

I must say though my fertile window was around valentines weekend - we went away for the weekend and i dont know why but I just feel hopefull - I could be wrong but i really hope this is it - now just the dreaded 2 week wait to find out!