Hello,
This is really strange and hoping you may have some advice...SORRY SO LONG!

I'm 40 and no prior pregnancies. Just started trying naturally this month.

My last period was 24 Jan and due 18 Feb, so may be too early to tell anything anyway, BUT...

I had sex with my husband once during mid Jan and several times the week and days before my period, including first and last day, then again on 3 Feb--
The day my period ended I immediately felt very bloated in my hips, stomach and breasts. And I mean huge, even my husband commented. I was so bloated and every day when I woke up, I KNEW I was pregnant, it was the strangest feeling that wouldn't gop away until 10 Feb. I was experiencing fatigue, a lot of nausea, lightheadness, very tender and big breasts and of course the major bloat until...plot thickens...

Okay, so I would have wrote it off as just a fluke of hormones, but i had this STRONG FEELING I was pregnant. I took a home test- extra sensative- 10ml- and it showed a very faint positive and I was happy, nervous and relieved it wasn't in my head. So this is halfway through my cycle...

Then Thurs am, I woke up and poof-breast and everything was back to normal, and no feeling of pregnancy. Took another 2 e/s tests and they were negative. Not to be dramatic, but I was so sad I stayed in bed all day and found myself crying a lot later that night. When I did get out of bed at 730 pm, I walked by an air freshner I have had in my house for years and wanted to puke. Then the nausea started again late that night.

Then, Friday am I woke up and hoiy cow, I had nausea and the first time, diarreha quite often, and severe smell adversions- super bad, like had to leave the office etc., and sure enough it turned into a violent cramping attack and then 6-7x vomitting. I could barely move til this am, I was so nauseas. No exaggeration.

I took a blood test at the Dr's yesterday so will find out Monday, but still probably too early. I'm nauseas just writing now. But anyway, I don't have that prgnancy 'feeling', I think I don't want to be sad and dissappointed again. Sorry if I sound like I'm whining.

The past few days my BP was very high, 141/98 and HR up to 101. (normal for me is 108/68). It has dropped a bit after I took a dead sea salt bath for two hours and rested in bed all day. I am average weight and height, no smoking, alc, etc. I'm pretty healthy and fit. I have MS but that doesn't seem to have any affect at this point nor is my doctor concerned.

Also, slight cramping, twinging, and back pain.

I did a pregnancy calender based on my cycle and it showed on 11 Feb would be the day of implantion- aka the day of monster vomitting, diarreha, nausea!!

So...my question is: Could this just be a flu bug I picked up causing the sudden onset of diarreha and vomitting- and am I nuts to think I am pregnant, when I only had a very faint positive and then all negatives?

I know it's a waiting game and I'm trying not to wonder. but....!

Thank you for any replies!